as naive as i used to be,,
i believed in love,hope,dreams,,
i believed in the greatest good!!
i had faith in people..
i had faith in me,,
i was wrong,,!!
it's all crap...!!! we live in delusions,lies about sweets and comfort,,,and ..it's all crap...!!!
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im a jerk..!!im not nice,,well.not anymore i believe..
im angry,,and full of hate and dispise to everything and everyone,,
me mostly,,but,,to everything too,,
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believe me when i tell you to get lost !!!because i mean it,,
i dont care ,i will hurt you,,,and you can hurt me back,,
im not scared,,you know why??
pain is better than nothing,,and now i have nothing,,
so bring it on,,hurt me!!at least i 'll have somehting,,!!
at least i'll be in pain!!rather than be empty!!
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i'll hurt you..
and i won't care..
cuz i got nothing ..
and i got nothing to lose,,